dae-mizu

some friends say to me, how funny this life can be…sometimes when we want something so much, we won’t get it.but when we never thought bout it, then those things will come to us..but, actualy we shouldn’t think that way,rite?..that is life..if it’s too easy for us to get what we want, then there will be no fun anymore.when life is so easy, there will be no challenge for us to gain new experiences and knowledge.life is full of obstacle and hurdles…that the beauty of life actually….friends..what is the use of brain if we don’t use it to overcome the problem?? drugs, crimes, alcohol won’t help us.those things do nothing to ease the stress we have in our head…what about those underground, thrash songs? from my OWN view, it’s not the best way to release the stress n problems we have. it’s my point of view.not that i want people out there to follow the way i’m thinking.just to give another prospective in our way of thinking. why i’m typing all these? because i’ve seen so many crimes, so many "keruntuhan akhlak" nowadays.why aren’t we use our brain instead of blaming others?blaming our parents for not nurturing us better,  the teachers for not teaching us better, for the people around us for not understanding us, the brothers n sisters for not being there for us??there is one quote i love to keep in my mind…

"there will be no one there to help you unless u help yourself first…"

and to people who love to help people, sometimes we have to think this way, to help someone who asking something to eat, do not give them fish but give them the fishing rod and teach him how to fish then, later on, he’ll know what he should do when he is hungry instead of giving him fish and he did nothing to gain it. he will remain asking for food…the rest of his life….

hari ni quite blur la aku..hmm, since last last day, aku start bengkel mastering cytogenetics in hukm..ad-hoc nye acara tahunan.hakhakhak..best jgak.lama dah tak tengok kromosom..but, quite boring sebab hampir sama dgan kursus yg hkl wat utk staff dierg.time aku menaip nih, sbenarnye tgah lapa..tu la segan nye pasal.kursus sediakan lunch aku tak pi makan.segan kunun…cess!ntah nape la hari ni nak menaip kat sini.bkan ade idea pong…chow la!

hahaha!no other reason why i’m this happy…just got my ID card n this shows that i’m officially accepted as one of HUKM staff.i’m so happy with this.thank god! this is what i’m hoping for in my life(setakat ni la…).being in OnG really make me realised how hard to be a mum. not all women are given a chance to be a mum.so sad for those yang susah nak dapat anak.takde salah sesape just they were ditakdirkan.they try very hard and yet still fail for some women.tak sangka ada yang sanggup habiskan byk duit.ada yang sanggup pergi overseas just to do some procedures to get a child.some of them were fully supported by a loyal hubby..hemm..susah nak dapat cam tu kan…neway, memacam plak aku ngarut nih.bukan aper just to share what i’m feeling rite now after weeks being here….to my frens in my previous workplace (HKL).i was so happy being your workmate but here is much more suits me.but, all of u are still my frens i treasure most..hey, bebile free we still can hang out rite!jgn wat tak kenal plak!!