awal muharram
Monday, January 7th, 2008alhamdulillah awal muharram is coming! i had a wonderful year before and hoping for another wonderful years to come .all the bitter moments are sweet after we’ve been through…that’s the beauty of life, learning through the experiences…bad or good…
it’s been a long time since i last posted my blog.i was just thinking about how good is GOD to me. Everytime i face any problem, He will repay me with good news. that’s why i said last year was a wonderful year.i never want to reminisce the bitter moment i had before.i just want to set in my mind, i had the best moment and hoping for another best moment.maybe better than the best?? i always put myself in positive ways of thinking after been struggling to get myself out of every single problem any human being faces in every single second in their life. it is easy to say that i was fated this way and that way, but are we dare enough to get ourselves out of it? that is always the best question i ask myself. i was growing up as a kid who love to ask why.although i’m a happy go lucky girl, i have a critical thinking kind of person inside.i always ask why GOD give me this or that, why am i have to live like this and so on….but, everytime, GOD give me something that i will feel ashame of myself.feel ashame of what i’ve been asking or criticising and later i found myself learning to grow up.to be mature to see beyond our eyes can see.days by days, i never ask that kind of question anymore as i will feel ashame of myself because i know GOD is always listening what we’ve been praying for.just pray to HIM and he’ll listen to me and help me.but when there is no help it’s not that GOD is not listening to me.but He thinks that i’m not ready for it, and the time will come.insyaAllah….
