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hmm….tengahari tadi, aku pegi tengok afzal kat nursery.dia baru je tidur.so, takde la aku nak kacau dia.dia selsema…semalam dah baik.maybe sebab dia tido tak pakai seluar…malam tadi dia berpeluh2.so, mama dia ni yang bijak dah buka seluar dia..lagipun itu la hobi dia tido dengan pampers and baju je…dah pagi ni tengok2 selsema balik…hmmm…..tak sangka anak teruna mama ni dah nak masuk 6 bulan.tadi masa aku pegi nak breastfeed dia, dia tengah tido.so, aku pun pam je le susu…terperasan plak aku rupa2nya dah nak masuk 6 bulan aku breastfeed dia. happy sangat when i finally achieved my target to breastfeed him at least 6 months.but since my breastmilk still banyak i think i’m gonna continue breastfeed him.alhamdulillah, dia ni senang nak dijaga.setakat demam kena injection tu ada la, tapi demam panas so far belum lagi and i pray to Allah SWT hoping that he is always strong and healthy. maybe that is the benefit of breastfeeding. he got the best vitamin, the freshest ones. kalau diikutkan memang payah nak breasfeed ni.the first day of his life, his mama ni ceaser after waiting 12 hours with poor progress.so weak with no food just water…so nurse dah ajar dia minum formulated milk.so, when im strong enough to take him from babies room, i tried to breastfeed him…masa tu memang excited sgt nak jadi mama.so nak la breastfeed dia.tapi dia tanak sebab susu tanak kuar.so dok la melalak.nyaring plak tu.baby lain sume ikut nangis.so, aku pun bagi la susu yang ada kat ward.sampai kena marah ngan nurse sebab bagi susu formula instead of breastfeeding him.nak buat macamana….aku tak sabar nak balik rumah.sampai rumah terus mintak hubby panggilkan tukang urut.nak urut breast so that my breastmilk ada banyak.after much pain and tears i finally did it! the 5th day, afzal dapat menyusu dengan jayanya..tapi afzal ni ikut mama dia kuat makan so, asyik la tak cukup susu walaupun banyak.so, nak taknak campur la denagn susu formula. but he prefer mine of course.just to make sure he’s not hungry…meaning that cuma 2-4Oz je setiap hari.just to top up my breastfeeding.but now since he is in PPUKM’s nursery, it’s much more convenient for me to fully breastfeeding the whole day.cuma skang dia dah pandai makan.masa dia 3 bulan, just introduce him cereal tapi nurse marah takut dia sakit.so, i stopped immediately.sian sebab dia pantang tgok mama dia makan nanti dia mengunyah2 mulut dia.so, cukup 5 months 2 weeks, i start giving him solid food back and he is much2 happy….he gain ideal weight now and of course dia makin lonjong…huhuhu….still i never think of stop breastfeeding him yet.it’s the most wonderful time that i treasure most is the moment he look straight in my eyes while sucking the milk and smile when he’s done. this is what we call ‘bonding’ my friends…..he will love u more and more……

it’s been a while aku tak buka this blog since dah bertitle Mrs nih.now, i’m in my room baru je selesai menjual tudung2 yang cantik2 kat staff O&G yang best! not much things to do today. i can say friday is the best time for me to take a deep breath and relax my muscle waiting for the coming monday which is known as the busiest day in our clinic. but…i love my job…meeting new people everyday and have some brief talk with them while performing the ultrasound and the sweetest thing is to break the news they wanted to hear most-it’s a boy! or it’s a gurl! ;D love to see their face!!