dae-mizu

i’m on m/c today.doc advised me to stay at home take care of my lovely baby…he got allergy conjunctivitis i guess.jangkit from one of the baby yang suka sangat kat aku and afzal.i noticed this from the very first day aku hantar afzal ke nursery.time tu aku nak breastfeed him and these 2 babies which are actually toddler dah pun…dah bleh jalan2…suka sngat dok cuit aku and afzal.tengok my …… while im breastfeeding my boy.maybe pelik kot tgok ape yang afzal buat ni since diorg tak breastfeed (what her pengasuh told me lah…).everytime aku gi breastfeed they will come near me when got a chance.aku pun layan la…peliknya, i’m not the only person yg breastfeeding my boy.there were other mamas tapi why on earth diorg dtg kat kitorg?? no answer…the only thing i know, my boy dah 2 kali jangkit ngan diorg ni…last 2 weeks, one of them selsema, then cuit afzal and bagi afzal their toys (in front of me).they were actually being nice.it’s ok…but,the next day, afzal terus je kena selsema….hmm it took 2 weeks to get him ubat yg berkesan….i’m not blaming those toddlers…they’re cute and nice….la ni…last thursday, one of them kena sakit mata datang tengok aku perah susu.that time afzal tgah tido so, i took that chance to pump some for him when he’s wake up.that cute toddler datang main with afzal’s bottle,pump and even my name tag.ermm…guess what happen on friday morning, mata afzal berair2…aku ingat dia lepas nangis…tapi bila dia tidor, dia mesti merengek2 sebab tak bleh buka mata bcoz of so many taik mata kat mata dia.from friday to monday, ingatkan tak serious tapi on monday nite, dia dah panas2 badan.merengek2 tak abis2…terus me n my husband took him to the children’s clinic and doc told me not to hantar afzal to nursery for some time.he give me m/c and here i’m.baru je bagi makan, makan ubat and tidorkan bambam mama….bambam ni, walaupun demam and sakit mata, aktifnya macam tak sakit…tapi malam merengek je..lembik je….tapi bila dah makan ubat n antibiotik i think he’s got better now.

tapi tu semua tak melemahkan semangat aku…since jadi mama, i feel strong and tabah (hehe). thinking that he need me and my husband also need me, i must strong….jaga anak yang tgah tak sihat pun satu latihan untuk kita jadi kuatkan?